I think it was a false alarm. Sure, I had that day where my heart palpitated for several hours, that weird period where I couldn't sleep, and then there's feeling like I have a normal body temperature for once, rather than that of a rock lizard.
I think it was my mother's comments from Boston that had me most convinced: "Ya hoahmones'a changin.' I went through it at fohty, and was done in six months. Boom."
Sure, everything changes; that's life. But as far as this is concerned, either I'm going gently into that good Change, or it's decided to wait for now.